was i really lucky to be in love with my best friend?

i don't know.

but i do know that God is completely and totally awesome and in control.

and that he has blessed me with time with my best friend in the whole world,

and he gave me another $6,088 for college.

i am blessed and thankful.

my heart is a mix of happy and sad.

i'm full of heartache because i truely miss casey,

yet at the same time i'm full of rejoicing because God is so good to me.

therefore, i'm a weirdy i think.

oh no sweeter name.